Why do I see, understand and believe these things?
Am I just painting the cold, dark, empty universe with rainbows?
Why am I like this?
What am I really?
Looks like I'm blind.
Looks like I'm stupid.
Looks like I'm crazy.
Blind crazy stupid.
I see too much. Too much of the future. Of what two souls can do. And why. And the how. And the where. To determine the when. And it hurts. It hurts unlike any pain. But I will endure. I won't scream and drown her with my desperate autistic tears. I can't . Because worse than losing my Light. Is to watch my only and one love hurt. M /p> /p> .