Oh my god
cant you see
How can one person bear so much pain
God has put an axe
In the heart of my existence,
How could you?
How can't you see?
How many times have I told you?
Why do you hurt me like this?
What am I supposed to do with all these tears?
Is it good to wipe the floor?
What do I do to stop?
I WANT TO STOP CRYING
I WANT TO STOP SUFFERING
How could you replace me like an object?
How could you forget?
Do you remember all the bus rides?
The bus rides I was sleeping on your shoulder?
How dare you say these things?
How dare you say you cannot trust me?
How dare you see him?
Why can't you see me?
You are the one that changed
And you're not just killing me
You've annihilated every and any hope in my life
You're taking away all my desire to live
I am here
I have always been here
I went nowhere
I hid
Machine never died
I was confused
I was misled
But I have always been here
I am suffering
I am crying
I am in pain
I am alone
I am
Terrified
I just want to dig a hole
And restlessly find my way to death
This is the saddest day of my life.