I never suffered from the terrible disease
Emptiness, bleakness, lack of direction
There was always a goal, a project, an idea
And even if for some time it was a treadmill
Perhaps a capitalist delusion
Work over work over work
Of a young and naive mind
It still strengthened my body and heart
To move forward
To take me anywhere I needed,
But there was never an end game
Or something that deep in my heart
Genuinely yelled
Screamed as truthful and bright
But now
Astronomically
Divinely
Against all odds
In the city without Love
I found Love
And now
With all my fears
With all my weakness
With any possible disease
I never felt so strong
Every cell of my body
Harmonically
Smoothly
Being pushed, moved, embraced
To the brightest of spots
And I just feel,
So willing
So courageous
I can tackle any pain I might find
To do whatever I need
To get there
Embrace, drink and taste the Light of this World
Draw and paint
With the rainbows inside ours hearts
An immortal and enlightened truth
That all gods of the universe
Prepared us to write.