allthepainallthesufferingsofastsostrongicannolongerholditihavealloftheseinsideineedtosayineedtocryineedtospeakandimaloneiAMALONEALONEALONEihavenoonesincetheyalldietheonesthatlovemeandfortheothersimjustsickimjustretardedihavenoqualitiesihavenovalueimworthlessiamaburdenimaproblemimadiseaseandihavenouseihavenopurposenoonebelievesinmeorinmypotentialorinanythingihaveiamjusttheautistitthatgoestogymtheweirdowithnofriendsandoncemylovedonesgothatsallthereisthereisnothinginthisworldformesomuchtosaysomanyfeelingsandimaloneiwantahugiwantakissiwantawhisperandionlymyowntearsmymedicinesandthisfuckingstupidcomputer
im in pain. and im alone.