My sunshine
My love
My light
Is all over my soul
And my smile
My heart
My eyes.
I dream you
I want you
I hear you
I write you
I love you
Today
And just every single day
Monday to Monday
In all four seasons
From morning
To night
Until the end of my life
As the birds in the sky observe
Our tracings, paths and hearts
They state that
The only distance
Between you and me
Is the fear in the eyes
Fear of which
I tend to have much,
And when you are not in here
I go to my world
Autistically inside
I find you there
I find you in my memories
I find you in my writing
I find you in my clothes
I find you in old frozen treats
I find you in our puppy
All the time
All day long
And that gives me hope
Sometimes I'm scared
And I confuse my mind
But more importanty
It keeps me alive
For another day to come
To finally touch your eyes
With the tip of my heart.
And until the day comes
I dream
And I dream
And I dream
But my dreams are not
About grandiose delusions,
It's not a castle of things
Of what we will have
Nothing in them
Is out of reach
Indeed
It is nothing impossible
As my dreams
Are not made of things
My dreams are made
Of how close we are
Strongly united
Combined strength
Becoming so next,
Becoming one.
I dream of you now
To cook you tonight
Tomorrow give you the stars
And then dance with our hearts
Sing with the birds of our lives.