My darling?
How much I tried
How I much I cry
How I never
Ever give up?
I just can't
Ever free from you
Because
Sunshine,
I am yours.
All the pain in my heart
Being away from my life
It shows and yells
Through my words.
You might think I'm crazy
Uncontrollable beast
But sunshine
I am just hurt.
And if I could count
The drops from my eyeslids
That go through
All my soul...
Oh sunshine you don't
Even get so close
Of seeing all my pain.
I need you most
I want you so close,
Slowly
I fall apart.
I am quickly dying
Away from you
So many days awake
Scared of dreams
In which there I know
There I see
What I wish the most
And every hug from you
That's only a dream
Oh dear
It is a painful stab.
In this special
I have all my words only for you
My dear
Special
Beautiful sunshine
The little spider
That has all my heart.