nsn

Familiar situations
Familiar names

What a coincidence
Cheap hedonism
"Revolution"
"Use someone"
"Drink four Heinekens"
"Be the character of an indie song"
"Free the spirit"
"Leave before the lights turn on"
Average
Mediocre
Predictable
Sinful
Responses from weak spirits.

She should be proud
She found an excuse
Unreasonable but an excuse
She rationalized
She strategized
She is the hero of the story
She is not corrupt
She is not evil
She is not promiscuous
She is not disgusting
She is not immoral
She is a great person
She certainly should be able to sleep at night. In some ways..

But me
I am worthless
I am the cheater
I am a whore
I am just a disgusting filthy pig
I am the one without any value
Such a hipocrite
Just kill myself to make it easier.
Unpure
Disgusting
Ridiculous
Really
I should just
Blame myself
For all the
Sins
She always did
Want to commit
She is just
Doing what she has to do...
Because really
It's all my fault

Well,no.

At least
I have the decency
Of being sincere and honest
I don't hide my mistakes
and make a person feel awful
Self-destructive
Suicidal
To justify my sins
I just simply confess them.
And as a rule
I never commited one to her.

She knows who I am

Always will, always have

But now

The problem is

I do know who she really is.

Good

Fucking

Riddance.

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