Purging and Purging

God was so intelligent

He combines people

When their hearts are pure

And void of pasts,

And when we met

He was so bright

He had the reasons

To unite ours hearts.

I always needed you

You always needed me

I helped you

You helped me,

He knew what was ought to come

He knew it wouldn't be easy

He knew it all along.

But he doesn't bring together

Only just to fall apart,

Whatever is united

Forever will be there,

Unless the forces of evil

Make sure to instill and destroy the beauty.

For long, I've been self-destructing,

Long before you,

I am disgusted of myself,

I put no value in me,

I put no value in my body,

And slowly it has started to fall apart.

He knew only you could stop that

He knew only I could make you fly,

And know I'm in pain

I'm falling apart

I can no longer eat

The pain is unbearable

I have blood all over my mouth

My throat and teeth are yellling,

My voice is so horse,

I keep purging and purging,

There is no stop.

My health fragile

My mind is failing

And I am alone,

Because in the end

I know

Nobody really cares,

One person once did

But now I'm back at it

And my health is slowly fading away

The pain is becoming louder and louder,

I am alone

I am swiming in my own pain and misery

That is the truth

I am not okay

Only one person could save me

Only I could save that person

But now it's at an irreversible point

I wouldn't accept anything else

Now I'm far dead gone.

It is simply a question of time.

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