I gave her all my heart
I trusted her
So she could observe and have
Access to everything
Fears, anxieties, contradictions, dreams, words
She had everything
She became
Everything happiness means to me
But now
I know she dwells in skinny and frail bones
I know she's somewhere else
I know she doesn't sleep home
And as such
All tendons of my soul
Have been ruptured
Stabbing all my insides
I'm sucked dry
Destituted
Desicatted
Dehydrated
Exanguinated
Of any reason to life.